The Pain of Losing Yourself.

laying down hopeless in your room, waiting for tomorrow to come, as if life has been drained out of you soon you try to recall your memories from the past but then it as if it never exist. The regret and guilt from forgetting meaningful moment inflict unendurable torment to the heart. As time went on it turns out into something that will cause downfall of a person, a poison that uncureable, damaging and corrupting the remaining piece of it host, either their dreams, will to live , and their reasons to exist which was crucial for maintaining life.

Once struck with grief one must not look back, keep moving, what gone is forever lost. Most of us tends to regret for what have we done or what we supposed to do to achieve our wishes instead of dare to try while there was a chance and oppurtunity.