Only A Impatient Child With His toys

The day when i have attended the graduation ceremony was a perfect day to have a bit of adrenaline pump after all boredom that fall on me during the last few weeks, So I decided to make an appointment with the site owner to book for us at 1pm and suprisingly she said that there are a lot of people play in that time, As I heard that news my excitement rate multiplied. I went to Blast with 2 of my colleague, I told them that we are going to have a game with strangers but instead of giving a good response they told me to cancel it. I suppose they were afraid of being regarded as incapable youngsters and it let their self confidence down, Fortunately It was my car which we were used which means I have the full authority to do whatever I want.^.^

As we arrived in the site, i witness numerous people waiting for us in the entrance, suddenly a feeling that told me that we are odd around here. They were all much more older than we are but there was no way back but to deal with the thought. Soon I went down from my vehicle to take my equipment on, locking magazines ,installing barell,zeroing the sight,and when the last part of my preparation comes which is clothes I realize that the bag that was carrying my clothes was carried by my brother..... Such an irony T.T sigh* went to a battlefield with formal suit.

I can heard them discussing about us but it was not a problem for me but the two seems to be intimidated, they told me that they prefer to play with the young one

My friends told me that they prefer to play with the young one but I refused their request because of several reasons:

1. they are only half of me in height.



2. childsplay



3. not competitive.



4. less challenging.



5. It is not morally correct to pick on somebody smaller.



6. there is nothing new which mean there is no moral of the story.etc.

Then argument began between us, but eventually I took control of the situation after i mention those points that I stated above. We joined the game and the team is divided into 6 men squad.

The match begun, I took a position as a support gunner in the right accompanied with a men.

...............................................................................................silent '.'

for a moment there was no visual on the enemy, no sound,and no sign of threat almost as if it was a Christmast Day . It was something that I've never felt before, Instead of stalking I felt that I am the one who is being stalked. peeking trhough a hole in the cover My eyes got an eye fatigue , out of patience I stand on my feet revealing my upper part of my body to the enemy firing blindly to whatever moves in front of me suddenly a stray of bullets came to contact with my helmet making a loud ringing sound around my ears............. I was dead +.+

The first round was a mess, I am the third person who got killed in the round and I did not get any kill. Another disappointment T.T sigh* but then I told my self that I have to learn more in order to get what I want.

And It proves me right I got someone to pawn in the second round and I am the last man standing from my team although eventually I got pawned in the back because no one watching my back, afterall Im just a impatient child with his toys who thinks that he knows everything but he is not.

This game had changed the way I think a lot of not being an arrogant person who is invincible due the fact that i am only a person who needs to learn a lot. From now on I swear to try to be more patient and persistent in pursuing my goals.