Only A Impatient Child With His toys

The day when i have attended the graduation ceremony was a perfect day to have a bit of adrenaline pump after all boredom that fall on me during the last few weeks, So I decided to make an appointment with the site owner to book for us at 1pm and suprisingly she said that there are a lot of people play in that time, As I heard that news my excitement rate multiplied. I went to Blast with 2 of my colleague, I told them that we are going to have a game with strangers but instead of giving a good response they told me to cancel it. I suppose they were afraid of being regarded as incapable youngsters and it let their self confidence down, Fortunately It was my car which we were used which means I have the full authority to do whatever I want.^.^

As we arrived in the site, i witness numerous people waiting for us in the entrance, suddenly a feeling that told me that we are odd around here. They were all much more older than we are but there was no way back but to deal with the thought. Soon I went down from my vehicle to take my equipment on, locking magazines ,installing barell,zeroing the sight,and when the last part of my preparation comes which is clothes I realize that the bag that was carrying my clothes was carried by my brother..... Such an irony T.T sigh* went to a battlefield with formal suit.

I can heard them discussing about us but it was not a problem for me but the two seems to be intimidated, they told me that they prefer to play with the young one

My friends told me that they prefer to play with the young one but I refused their request because of several reasons:

1. they are only half of me in height.



2. childsplay



3. not competitive.



4. less challenging.



5. It is not morally correct to pick on somebody smaller.



6. there is nothing new which mean there is no moral of the story.etc.

Then argument began between us, but eventually I took control of the situation after i mention those points that I stated above. We joined the game and the team is divided into 6 men squad.

The match begun, I took a position as a support gunner in the right accompanied with a men.

...............................................................................................silent '.'

for a moment there was no visual on the enemy, no sound,and no sign of threat almost as if it was a Christmast Day . It was something that I've never felt before, Instead of stalking I felt that I am the one who is being stalked. peeking trhough a hole in the cover My eyes got an eye fatigue , out of patience I stand on my feet revealing my upper part of my body to the enemy firing blindly to whatever moves in front of me suddenly a stray of bullets came to contact with my helmet making a loud ringing sound around my ears............. I was dead +.+

The first round was a mess, I am the third person who got killed in the round and I did not get any kill. Another disappointment T.T sigh* but then I told my self that I have to learn more in order to get what I want.

And It proves me right I got someone to pawn in the second round and I am the last man standing from my team although eventually I got pawned in the back because no one watching my back, afterall Im just a impatient child with his toys who thinks that he knows everything but he is not.

This game had changed the way I think a lot of not being an arrogant person who is invincible due the fact that i am only a person who needs to learn a lot. From now on I swear to try to be more patient and persistent in pursuing my goals.

John Connor n' friends vs. Skynet= Assymetrical warfare(part 1)

In The Terminator universe, Skynet is the primary antagonist—an AI (artificial intelegence) system which became self aware and revolted against its creators. Skynet has gain control to appear on screen and its actions are often performed via other robots and computer systems.

John Connor is a fictional individual in terminator universe, He is the future leader of human resistance agaisnt the skynet and its cybernetical minions . As seen in the Terminator Salvation John Connor and the resistance is armed with 20th century weaponry which was an irony because according to the fact that Terminators renders 20th firearms useless.

As seen in the movies, a Terminator can withstand standard 20th century firearms, crash through walls intact, and survive explosions to some degree. Repeated shotgun blasts have enough force to knock it down and temporarily disable it, while heavy amounts of automatic fire are able to compromise the organic disguise layer.)o0o

Welcome to the 21st century
OH YEAH!!!! OH NO!!!!?/.\

IF only there is no chopper fall upon me :( >.<

full auto one handed!?!?! s@*t!!!!

A single terminator had caused the main protagonist in the first terminator movie a lot of trouble, wether the attemps that taken to terminate it was futile or it just keep appearing after got it ass kicked severely. And you expect outnumbered human resistance to give you a happy ending? thats is a total NOWAY!!!

Human vision range is limited to several yards while the terminators got what they want to see, which mean the first casuality will fall in human side combined with the ridicolously great endurance and many physical traits which is way too far beyond human strength, the humans should plan an ambush, a hit and run tactic but as the terminators are superhumans they will likely to overrun and catch up with its assailant.>.<

Unlike human Vs. human warfare the machine do not adopt politics nor rules of engagement, they can destroy anything in their path without losing diplomacy from others countries(they dont have one)

in terms of heavy altilerry and vehicles the skynet take the lead,Eg. the giant android that snacth a human, Motorbike drones, Patrol drones,Unmanned aircraft, and serpent.

STAY TUNE FOR OTHER ANALYSIS

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The Pain of Losing Yourself.

laying down hopeless in your room, waiting for tomorrow to come, as if life has been drained out of you soon you try to recall your memories from the past but then it as if it never exist. The regret and guilt from forgetting meaningful moment inflict unendurable torment to the heart. As time went on it turns out into something that will cause downfall of a person, a poison that uncureable, damaging and corrupting the remaining piece of it host, either their dreams, will to live , and their reasons to exist which was crucial for maintaining life.

Once struck with grief one must not look back, keep moving, what gone is forever lost. Most of us tends to regret for what have we done or what we supposed to do to achieve our wishes instead of dare to try while there was a chance and oppurtunity.